I have been reminded that I haven't blogged in almost a week! I think everything has really started to hit me this week.  I had a rough couple of days.  Life is not going to be "normal"  for a long time, I am tired and I miss my big strong boy.  The last couple of days I have been feeling a bit better,  and I think that the key is really making sure I take time to care for me.  It is hard to remember to keep myself healthy both physically and spiritually!  My best buddy from Edmonton came out to visit and I am looking foreward to spending a bit of time with her. James had a busy couple of days.  He had visits from Grandparents and girlfriend.  He really seems to brighten up when his girlfriend comes to visit.  He gave Grampa George and Robin a smile when they visited.  He has had more frequent and longer aware times this last couple of days.  We have been reading a book to him about unusual animal friendships,  and he really looks at the pictures intently.   The staples from his last surgery should be coming out tomorrow.